I am trying very hard to keep my New Year’s Resolution. It has definitely not been easy.
It was/is to be stronger.
Life can become very stressful very fast. This past infusion hit me kinda hard. And I feel like things are all coming at me at once. Today I feel like a reck. Or more like a smush. I know that it will pass. I keep telling myself to just suck it up and keep moving forward. I haven’t gotten to the point that I physically can’t do that. So trudging on is what I’m doing.
My eye problem never went away. I’m still ridiculously light sensitive and I can not look at something for too long with out pain that makes me bow my head and close my eyes. I keep telling myself, you can still see stop complaining. But of course all of this just goes on in my head.
I decided that it was time to head back to the eye doctors. So I made an appointment with the specialist that I had years ago. Not that I hold out high hopes for a speedy recovery, but I want to make sure that it isn’t further damaging my vision. Which is actually a laughable thought. The appointment is tomorrow. At least they could squeeze me in soon.
There are so many other things going on right now that I would love to write about. But honestly it is taking all of my energy to still be awake. And I have mom taxi duty and homework for the next few hours. And my partner in crime is at another council meeting. 😦
Alright, pulling it together, being stronger.